Wednesday, August 12, 2015

reflections on a rainy morn

reflections on a rainy morn.

Wonderful Earth ! so so temporary a place for Man to live in, a mere tool only, to use the world temporary to get to another, a permanent  place..

Earn each day, my good deeds, and use the "Earth tool" ! Gently extract its riches but cause no environmental damage .

Use Time, my greatest wealth and asset, wisely !

Realise that i am but an abject slave, never a master, no matter what others may think about me. A single nerve, moved from its place will remind me what i really am, a helpless being . To what purpose then is arrogance, when i may have to rely, depend upon a male ward attendant at a hospital to help me pee, all the while I am in agony, difficulty and pain. Rulers of the world , please reflect !

Realise I don't own the earth tho' i buy and sell bits and parts of it. Earth belongs to Him who created it from nothing, from nonexistence, and I can't even create a man eating Maggot, having all science at my disposal.

Know for sure that only the sand of my grave will put an end to my craving, my greed for wealth and honour..All wealth, all terrestrial stuff will surely give evidence one day to its owner, abut me; how i earned it and how i spent every penny of it, Halal and Haram earnings, both !

My tongue, that inarticulate muscle mass once my soul has left it, will once again be given life, resurrected, wholly articulate and together with the Earth, be commanded to speak and sing it shall about me. So let me walk and talk with very great care !Everything I say and do is being recorded in a way that leaves out nothing, not even my thoughts ! Move over Google, the CIA and every minute intelligence gathering apparatus. 

Appreciate every moment, enjoy every drop of rain that falls, every burst of scent from my jasmine tree, every mango eaten by my neighbours, the birds and squirrels. They have every right to the fruit i grow.

No, I'm not the master of my fate ,nor am i the master of all i see; merely an observer, a flotsam, a microdot of creation, moving within the natural laws of the world even if i was the owner of the Burj Khalifa. Soon to pass on, soon to mingle amongst the dust, sands, fauna and flora of earth is the fate of my body and widely scattered will I remain , till He who made me the first time will bring me back exactly, even to my fingertips !

Trading with the stuff of this world, i nevertheless do not own them; merely a renter of a trust that needs to be returned in good order, before i depart.

Trials and tribulations of Dunya(this world) are but fleeting tests. Equanimity and the larger word, Sabr, is required. Rest content. No worries no issues, no matter what my condition be!

All praise is to Allah alone, for returning my life to me from the death thats my daily sleep; to whom I shall inevitably return, to whom all accounts shall be rendered. May the interview be a happy one !

Allahumma anta rabbi , la ilaha illa anta; anta khalqtani,wa ana abduka....


post Fajr,on my balcony watching the gentle rain patter down.
Colombo 6th May 2013.


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